Less
God, make me less.
Those are hard words to say and even harder words to actually mean. We live in a society that's all about "me". The entire idea of the "American dream" is that if I work hard then I will gain wealth, repect, and glory. Glory feels good! Who doesn't love to be congradulated for ones accomplishments?
But there's a problem.
In reality, it's not about me. Out of almost 7 billion people in the world I am just one tiny, insignificant speck. If I was to die today only a miniscule fraction of that number would know the difference and an even smaller group of people would actually care.
Because, you see, those 7 billion people were not created for me. The earth doesn't continue to revolve around the sun simply because that's what makes me happy. All creation doesn't display my glory.
But the truth is, by human standards, there are things I could be proud of. I have talents, I'm in good physical condition, I make good grades in school, and most people seem to like me at least decently enough.
Pride is something that i believe is deeply rooted inside our human nature. From Genesis to Revelation we can clearly see how the pride of man can consume and destroy, and God makes it very clear how he feels about it. As proverbs 16:18 says "Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall."
The scary thing is there are times where I'm tempted to be prideful of "my" accomplishments during a worship service. As if somehow I deserve recognition for my efforts/talents etc. Nothing could be more disgusting to God. The entire purpose of worship is to lift God up. Worship is surrender. It's dying to ones self and breathing for the sole purpose of glorifying God.
I'm reminded of a time in John the Baptist's ministry when many of the people who had once flocked to be baptized by him were instead going to Jesus Christ. In response to his disciples' questions about this John had the following to say:
"John replied, “No one can receive anything unless God gives it from heaven. You yourselves know how plainly I told you, ‘I am not the Messiah. I am only here to prepare the way for him.’ It is the bridegroom who marries the bride, and the best man is simply glad to stand with him and hear his vows. Therefore, I am filled with joy at his success. He must become greater and greater, and I must become less and less." John 3:28-30 (NLT)
He must become greater and greater, and I must become less and less
God, make me less
